Connecting

This past Tuesday, I met up with my friend 2we for lunch at Cham Sut Gol for some good old korean bbq. I had a final the night before so I decided to indulge myself by eating out. Before I go on, the food was superb. Yummy in my tummy scrumpdiliumptious (my new word).

I enjoy going on "adventures" which can be anything as a trip to the grocery store, working out to a lunch with a friend(s). I love being outdoors which I find a bit ironic because I've never camped out in the wildnerness before with a tent and sleeping bag. Off of the tangent, it was nice to connect with a person one on one. People are immensely connected by electronics nowadays, and to have an actual conversation with a person without using your fingers to type what you want to say is refreshing. I have friends, and yet at times I feel so isolated and alone even when I'm surrounded by people who love and care for me. To be honest, there are days when I feel so depressed and lonely that I wonder if I'm manic depressive. People who know me personally know that I'm practically always happy and even silly if you catch me at the right moment. I go through highs and lows and it's physically exhausting at times. This is new to me; yes I've been down and out more than several times in my life, but this seems more exagerrated for a lack of better word. Maybe this is a such an eventful time in my life that I'm not used to the stronger variations of my emotions. Whatever it is, it feels like for the first time I'm actually "feeling" my emotions. Was I an apathetic person or was I in so much denial that I refused to let my "real" emotions shine through?

2we doesn't know this, but she made my day this past Tuesday. For once I felt like I'm not disconnected from the world. Thanks. :)

I'm contemplating on moving my blog to tumblr because it seems much easier to use, but I'm not quite sure yet. I've gotten used to using blogspot so I'm not too thrilled about relearning how to use a blog site. Any thoughts on this matter is much appreciated.